Wednesday, December 16, 2009

So this is Me @ the Moment

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As you all may already know i starting working night shift!!!! Omg its kicking my A!!!! Doing a whole lotta this!!!!



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Wishing i would be more in the Xmas spirit....But instead of wishing for gifts Im am wishing for........  

 This
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     Instead of thinking of buying sum of these!!!!!

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All I wanna do is get sum r&r!!!

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&Sleep sleep sleep!

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Now all this does.... is set me up for more Debbie Downer episodes bcuz times- a-Tickin & i have no gifts and obviously i havent been making any progress with the decorating! Its an emotional rollercoaster! IM TIRED, SLEEPY, SAD, I FEEL SO GUILTY..... BECAUSE IM ROBBING My lil Munchins of their Xmas Spirt!!! Is it just me???? I dont know if its "Normal" but the days i get OFF im dying of sleep!!! Seriously DYING.... its painful not 2 sleep! SO....MAKES ME FEEL EVEN WORST & guilty..... here i had 2 wonderful days & all i have done is sleep them right down the drain!!!
OMG.... SERIOUSLY????......Seriously!!!!!
 UGHHHH!!!! 
If any1 out there has any words of wisdom... Please, by all means SHARE!!!!